| (no subject) |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  finally happy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | tonic | ] |
I love my girl I am seeing this beautastic girl and she likes me and this makes me happy I see her almost every day witch is fantabulous and we are tight like a dolphins pussy (how about you eat some shit because you live in my ass!)But any way I am happy and this makes me happy, no fights recently but I want to snap this one little bastard in half but that is irrelevant |
|
|
| to whom it may concern... |
[Sep. 5th, 2005|04:30 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  accomplished | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | the unseen | ] |
i cant stand you you bitch, dont you understand that you killed me, or is that what you were going for when you made me fall in love with you, or was i just being a little boy in need of some lovin i guess that was it, but thank you it helped im a better person with a better girl and a better life its been better since you left me alone because it is you who is alone know.no one to torture, no one to torment and i love my girl now i can be happy now, so thank you you heartless bitch for perfecting my life.
direceted to no one |
|
|
| BOO FUCKiN HOO |
[Aug. 12th, 2005|12:43 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  really fuckin happy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | anti-flag(TURNCOAT) | ] |
boo fuckin hoo mother fuckers.
so high school is definatly easyer than that stupid ass other school shit i had to fuckin go through for 9 yes nine fucked up years, it was only eight for you smart ass nazis.any way my girlie is going to school in alabama and she leaves tomorrow,this makes me quite unhappy.BUT she is going to visit and she is on birth controll so no little poppys running around,jk.but hey there are plenty of fish in the sea.there is also this hot chick who sits in front of me in world geography.fuckin against me comes on september eleventh and i am so fuckin excited you dont even understand.
so you lazy mother truckers read a book or something(i suggest fight club it is a good one)and be productive.
P.S.-dont get into fights with three red necks unless you are positive you can kick there asses,which i can there was a remach with those pricks and guess who fuckin won ME mother fuckers ME.
*listen to more le tigre* |
|
|
| sex, drugs, and the misfits |
[Jul. 27th, 2005|05:27 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  hung over | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | the misfits(last coress) | ] |
man allot of shit has happened lately, i mean total anarchey.forgeting about people COMPLEATLY, and now dating someone it is new but its only for like two or three weeks or untill she leaves, im no good with long distance relashionships.
top five faavorite bands,
1.the misfits
2.the dead kennedys
3.black flag
4.nofx
5.operation ivy
lately i have been listening to the misfits,they are gods and glen danzig is short.
last night after haning out with my girl, and after chasing my sisters car we all went out to eat,and there are these sport'o red necks who keep calling me a faggit(because of the blue hair),and so i got into a brawl in the middle of the fucking road at like three in the fucking mourning,and i almost won but one of the three put a club to the back of my head and ran, i was knocked out for about twenty minuts.now i feel like i have the worst hang over ever,any way i am ok now,i will talk to you cool cats later.
P.S.................................listen to more MISFITS................................................. |
|
|
| lame ass is what i am! |
[Jul. 5th, 2005|01:04 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  someone knock me out!!! | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | tilly and the wall | ] |
so this may sound dumb but over the span of two days i have had a lot of time to think, and my conclusion is that im scared.not so much of girls, and also not of rejection but i dont want to hurt anyone including myself.i have had an easyer time talking to people and i guess thats good,but i get scared whenever i think of talking to the onee person that i need to talk to.i hate having problems that i cant take my own advise on.i love someone and want to be with her,as in boyfriend not that one guy who makes me happy.i mean i can deal with that but at the moment comitment looks very safe and promising to me.im sick of being every girls best friend.
any way i have spent the last 2 days i gulf breez with mu cuz's.i have hadd a great time ,i always do with them,but my fourth of july sucked so hard. i sat and sat and sat for hours with mu cousin ashley.then i drank a cup of coffie and watched the notebook(depressing)untill FIVE "O" CLOCK.then tonys girlfriend got fired today at EIGHT in the motha fockin mornin so he woke all of us(me and ash)up. then we ate mc donalds
:(,made me sick so now i feel like shit. so tonight i guess i will just get so fucked up that i call abbi at 2 in the A.M. and tell her how i feel.so all of you go and eat sleep and be merry mother fuckers and wake up tomorrow a new peson or something...
p.s.-do something profound you lazy ass hole!!! |
|
|
| ;) |
[Jul. 4th, 2005|01:53 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  confused | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | enon/knock that door | ] |
this whole out of town bullshit really sepporated me and you and im sorry for not answering the phone but i dont think i know what to say to you because i forgot what we were or maybe i never knew and i was wrong and too optimistic the whole time so if you would like to call and reashure me of what is still there or what never existed than you can but if not than nevermind
love you a**i |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jun. 4th, 2005|10:04 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  giddy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | the doves | ] |
im with jamie...yay
i need a pair of combat boots post later love you bye |
|
|
| i love you sexy lady |
[May. 17th, 2005|07:42 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  content | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | live,lightning crashes | ] |
i want to run away with you tonight, where you ask? anywhere but here.atlanta, yes on a train that leaves tonight, not forever,just long enough for us to forget.your life is a caberay(sp), remember,a big party you cant control,this wont fall apart dont worry.i care for you and you the same,if that is not the answer than it is part of the formula.i overreact and you forgive me,your smile and laugh slay me.i want you to know that i am in love with you and only you,and that wont change.i trust you and i want you to trust me too.
i love you<3<3<3
p.s.-i would have said your name but i did not want your friends to see this and think i was some kind of psycho. |
|
|
| i am an alchoholic no more, |
[May. 17th, 2005|07:33 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  things arnt realy that bad. | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | cursive,sink to the beat | ] |
i have found it hard to express my fealings through speech,this antidote is so hard to reach, is it that bad for me to preach.is this an example of an unfair life,like a baby to an unwed wife,this could all end with the quick brush of a knife.am i realy that weak,i cant help but let the words, like blood leak on to this page if only to the satisfaction of a emagionary boy,its hard not to treat my life as if it was a toy. i dont want this,i want you i want your kiss.i sound pathetic...sorry kids if i disipointed you. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Mar. 30th, 2005|10:43 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  perverted | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | tilly and the wall | ] |
im such a purv, listening in on a phone conversation made me decide this.i am with MEAGAN RAE the best person ever.and jamie(i love you)so i have to go
p.s.-don't be an ant
*listen to more tilly and the wall* |
|
|
| bob barker(not) |
[Mar. 14th, 2005|07:39 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  hopeful | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | bob dylan(don't think twice) | ] |
2,4,6,8, who do we appriceate me,me,me, damit appriceate me.
how are you, im good i miss you, yes you megan,even hough you are coming home soon. i still miss you.
anyway my weekend was rad hung out with jamie on friday and saturday.we had fun,she rocks,good times.
then yeah that was it.
PEOPLE RESPOND WHEN I REPLY TO YOUR ENTRYS,DAMIT.
p.s.-dont be an ant!
*listen to more bob dylan* |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|10:13 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| | confused | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | the shiths(pretty girls make graves) | ] |
broo haha,yeah...
so how are you,im ok. i left all my books at school, damn.but yeah how are you my mom thinks my dad hates her but cant go into that now maybe tomorrow.
love poppy.
p.s.-dont be an ant
*listen to more tsunami bomb* |
|
|
| pooper |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|05:47 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  hung over | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | common rider | ] |
fuck man i need to stop this,(sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhh)alchocol is bad.HEHEHE |
|
|
| etch-a-sketch |
[Feb. 5th, 2005|04:43 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  calm | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | the cure(love song) | ] |
my life is like an etch-a-sketch, it gets messed up or something does not go as planed and it gets shaken and then it is gone in an instant. i wish this was not so but life is as fragel as the painted face of a porslin doll. i want to live, but how when the past is all i have to look forward too. it will haunt me till the day i day, these images of love and mamories of sadness. i dont want this to last forever these memories are the apedimy of all i want to live for. i do not want to end my life, no, not even close i just want to live, that is all. is that too much to ask.i want the neverending queezy fealing to vanish for ever. i cradel my own head on my nees as i sit on the floor of the bathroom, and pleed for reliefe from this neverending stomec ach.and these hands, these lips, these eyes will take the responsability for the consiquences handed to me for the innocent act of love. and this so called love will dwell in me untill *she* understands that she is the one that will begin and end my life. |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|07:50 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| | accomplished | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | phantom of the opra | ] |
thou detestable maw, thou womb of death, gorged with the dearest morsel of the earth , thus i enforce they rotten jaws to open , and in despite i will cram the with mora food.
-romeo |
|
|
| paint brushes you guys,...come on now... |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|07:16 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  better | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | totaly 80's | ] |
well i have had time too vent, how are you, i hung out with this cool girl today, and she made me a cd, its so cute. and i met a new person but i cant talk about her. well i guess i havent met her but you know. so my week was acceptional, and my day was ok. i need something and i dont know what.and i still need new paint brushes you guys please contribute to the get poppy new clay and paint brushes fund. hehehe.
well i hope you have a beautiful day, week ,month, year, life.
love poppy
p.s.-dont be an ant
listen to more bob marley,............yessssssssssss!!! |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Feb. 4th, 2005|07:07 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  rejected | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | jack johnson(cacoon) | ] |
shit man i realy miss her actually i miss her presents, i miss the fact that i loved her, i mean i do love her but time apart becomes time wasted.i wish i was wasted, because then this bullshit of an american dream of a life would pass me by like snow on a jetski. i want my love to be real and not a figment of my amagination. this is like real life tragity exept im the only one that cares enough to know that this is slowly killing me inside, i want it soooooooooo bad it hurts. will you please tell me its true and that im not the only one who gives a flying fuck, but time will pass just as i have let my love pass,and i tell you to mind your heart with black string so you can see that you loved ounce before
love poppy
p.s.-dont be an ant
*listen to more death cab for cutie*
please dont leave me here alone!!! |
|
|
| have no money |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|07:37 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| | frou frou(yeah) | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | shins(turn a square) | ] |
i need paint brushes if you are willing to buy me some tell me thinks... |
|
|
| (no subject) |
[Jan. 31st, 2005|07:08 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  artsey | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | wicked(defying gravity) | ] |
wow today was ok i spent it hanging out with this cool chick(who shall remain nameless) all day she is so fun its like when i talk and when she reads the things that i write she actually makes a comment rather than being lame and being like oh its great. but i was reading her friends live journal thing and she is sooo cool. but this girl(who shall remain nameless)gets so mad when i talk about her friends its so cute. but yeah do you ever feel so artistic that words just poor out of you like blood from a cut. it is amazing. little things like that amaze me like the fact that one person can create something so beautiful.like poetry i mean when i have a conversation i may not sound smart, cool, or whatever but when you write something even if it is minuscule or unimportant it is still important.
and i will leave you with this-love the life you live and live the life you love so in the end you will not regret the time you have spent, and the people you have spent it with, cherish "this",what is this, this is it so don't waist it because it is all that there is and if you loose it than it will be gone maybe not forever but look at how long it took to come the first time.
wow, that was not intended to be that long.
that was not great but it got the job done.
love poppy.
p.s.- dont be an ant.
*listen to more brite eyes* |
|
|
| the eaghties are great |
[Jan. 30th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
| [ | how i feel |
| |  extreamley nerdy | ] |
| [ | tunes |
| | 80's mix | ] |
wow dancing to eaghties music with my friend jamie and her sister is so much fun, i wish i could do it every night, dont you.you are like so freaked out right now your like running for the door, its ok dont feel bad you can leave if you want i wont feel bad.(heheheee).well my week was good, three day weekend and a three day week. i realy need to go to virginia, and see this girl. but that is not your problem its mine.well this is the point in the conversation were there would be an akward silence. oh!!!, i rote this hole thing down yesterday on a crispy cream donught box and my sister threw it away i was so bumed out. but how are you, im ok.i miss my couisn(sp?)ashley she lives in atlanta yes "A"-town(abbi).well i hope that you enjoyed your most likley eventful weekend.
love poppy!!!
p.s.-dont be an ant...
*listen to more of the smiths* |
|
|
| navigation |
| [ |
viewing |
| |
most recent entries |
] |
| [ |
go |
| |
earlier |
] |
| |
|
|
![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif){kind=small}
poppy_lovesyou's journal